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works/269167.
  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      X-Men:_First_Class_(2011)_-_Fandom, Wanted_(2008)
  Relationship:
      Wesley_Gibson/Charles_Xavier
  Character:
      Wesley_Gibson, Charles_Xavier, Sharon_Xavier
  Additional Tags:
      Sequel, Community:_xmen_firstkink
  Stats:
      Published: 2011-10-26 Words: 897
****** What We Do Is Secret ******
by ascoolsuchasi
Summary
     Charles finds Wesley in the East Wing's library.
     Surprise!Prequel to Of_the_Same_Sentence.
Notes
     So guess who surprised herself with writing a prequel? Yeah, I didn't
     see that coming either.
     This is a sorta vague continuation/prequel thing to Of the Same
     Sentence. "How does it feel to want." and the title "What We Do Is
     Secret" is a quote from the book What We Do Is Secret by Thorn Kief
     Hillsbery and the song with the same title by The Germs and I suggest
     everyone of you go out and read the book and listen to The Germs,
     THEY'RE FANTASTIC.
     WARNINGS for (tw)incest, underage, and intoxication (of minors).
A fifteen year old Charles Xavier walks into the East Wing’s library. It’s
dimly lit and smells of dust and embers and too many books. Charles smiles when
he sees Wesley sitting in one of the big easy chairs next to the fire.
Charles watches him a moment and frowns slightly. Even from the doorway, he can
smell he scotch on Wesley’s breath.
He knocks on the wall and trails his fingers down it to signal his presence and
Wesley watches Charles as he takes the seat across from him; one leg hanging
off the chair and he other tucked under him. He sort of smiles.
Charles cocks his head to the side and
projects heywes and affection and love and wherewereyoutoday? and it feels soft
and weak even in Charles’ mind and he’s not quite sure if it ever reaches
Wesley.
Wesley holds up his tumbler in a silent offer.
Instead of answering, Charles asks, “How does it feel to want?” and of course
Charles knows the answer, all the need- money- wife- lover- child from the
groundskeeper of the shush child mummy’s drinking- leave- go go go- why won’t
he love me from mother, he just doesn’t know what it means to Wesley.
Wesley stares down at his drink and refills it from a bottle of Kurt’s
expensive scotch then takes a long drink from it. His red rimmed blue eyes are
unfocused and dim but watches Charles with an almost intensity.
Charles sighs and asks him another question.
“Why do you drink?"
And Charles can feel the needpleasecharleswant that comes knocking at Charles’
shield from Wesley.
Charles knows why mother drinks - won’t love me- why why why- they look just
like him- why can’t i- he knows why the stable boy does - can’t be like papa
but just like- and he knows why Wesley does, but is still shocked when Wesley
takes a sip from his tumbler and says, “You.”
Charles knuckles go white as he fists them against his thigh and the armrest of
his chair. And takes in a large gulp of air as he projects to Wesley what he
heard earlier.
god why- why me- why Charles- i can’t- my fucking brother- sick fuck
Before Wesley can react, Charles stands up and walks over to the one of the
bookshelves. 
Wesley stands up after Charles and sets his drink down and walks towards him,
saying, “Charlie.” and projecting sorrysosorry and thinking fuck- what am i-
Charles- is he and Charles stiffens slightly when Wesley drapes himself over
him.
Wesley presses a kiss to the nape of Charles’ neck and says, “Stop me. Sorry.
I’m so sorry Charlie, please stop me.”  and he wraps his arms around Charles’
middle and Charles rolls his neck so Wesley can kiss and lick at the side of
his neck and Charles sighs and says, “Wes.”
Wesley stops and takes back his arms and Charles turns to face him and smiles
and says, “Beautiful.” and Wesley lets out a soft, sort of cry and pushes
Charles back against the bookshelf and rolls his hips into Charles’ and groans.
And Charles meets up with him and runs his hands up to Wesley’s face and holds
him still and looks into his eyes before bringing him towards him and crushing
his mouth onto his.
Wesley gasps at the feel of Charles and it finally hits him, this is real, and
the he grabs at Charles’ hips and holds hard enough to leave bruises.
They break apart and Charles is panting and wipes at the tears on Wesley’s
face, and Wesley says, “God, Charles.” and presses harder onto Charles.
Charles’ hands move from Wesley’s face to his back and he runs them in soothing
circles and Charles projects loveyouloveyouloveyou and presses his mouth back
to Wesley’s and the kiss is hard and soft and teeth and tongue and messy and
needy.
One of Wesley’s hands move from Charles’ hip to the bulge in his pants and rubs
just a little to hard and Charles gasps and thinks, oh fuck Wes, and arches up
into Wesley’s hand.
Wesley pulls away from Charles’ mouth to kiss his way down Charles’ jaw and
neck to bite at his pulse point and Charles groans and his hands fly back to
the shelves behind him and grips with tight white fists and Wesley grips back
onto Charles’ legs, lifting him and Charles sort of hops and hooks his legs
around Wesley’s hips and squeezes.
Charles rocks himself onto Wesley’s hand when he starts to unbutton his
trousers and says, “Wes, please.” and Wesley lets go of Charles’ neck and bites
a kiss onto Charles’ mouth and grunts and rocks up into one more time and
stills, arching up and comes.
“Oh god, oh god, oh god.” He mumbles against Charles’ mouth and he slides his
hand into Charles’ boxers and grabs at his cock, stroking him fast and erratic.
Charles comes mouth open and looking into Wesley’s eyes and
projecting wes and love and you. 
Wesley lets Charles down and slumps into him and Charles pets at his hair and
whispers little nothings and Wesley hears it’s okay it’s okay i love you wanted
this wanted this i couldn’t breathe and Charles kisses Wesley again, slowly and
smiles when he pulls away and whispers, "Stop drinking. Please." and Wesley
nods and kisses Charles again.
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